At the end of the day some wisdom.

It was a good lecture at Govinda temple. I have my volunteersjob as a producer, so I can learn to produce. My astrology predicts that I will gain the reputation as a truthful and trustworthy person. I am studying my chart regularly. The lecturer at Govinda Temple adviced the devotees to go to bed at 8 PM every day and wake up early in the morning for Sadhana. I have to be in the hospital for the MK-Ultra injection with Zypadhera. I see this a kind of Tapasya in a way that I go through this suffering so that the whole society can wake up on what they are doing. I planned a donation to doctors without borders, so it's not that I am against good doctors. I am only advocating against the abuse and the fact that psychiatry has been used as a business which operates like the maffia and organized crime in a way. Kim Michaels said that everyone who is a threat to the control system and artists for sure is labled as abnormal. My friend Michael sees it as a compliment to be labeled insane by an insane society in the Kali Yuga, so He sees this as an honorary title, in our case for sure. The young children who are labeled with autism and ADHD might be the new generation of indigo children. They don't need to be drugged and I will make it my duty to protect from the abuse that many have to go to. The profession of a doctor should not be to abuse or unconciously program people, often artists, with MK-Ultra, because that is what mainstream psychiatry has become. Forced hospitalization should be prohibited. I am a natural leader according to my astrology chart and my numerology. I am almost 7 years clean of harddrugs thanks to bhakti yoga. I only did a treatment with MDMA to cure severe post-traumatic stress disorder so it worked, the nightmares are gone. (https://maps.org/research-archive/mdma/MDMA-Assisted-Psychotherapy-Treatment-Manual-Version7-19Aug15-FINAL.pdf) It should be legalized for treatment of traumatized people, soldiers for instance or traumatized police officers. Vasudeva is giving good advice. Practice practice practice practice. His divine Grace A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada managed to sleep only for two hours because he was empowered with a purpose, as I am empowered by shaktipat (https://people.eecs.berkeley.edu/~keutzer/kundalini/siddha-mahayoga.html). That was what they adviced in the temple. Let your job be driven by purpose. Intrinsic purpose, psychology would say. It makes you work very hard from the heart, driven by the soul, because you are taken over by a higher mission, that no-one can stop, but as Swami Nardanand adviced : “Never accept work that is opposed to your dharma and goes against ethics and interrupts with the final goal : moksha”. For the rest, Swami Vishnu Tirth thaught : work is the best of teachers. So tomorrow I go for my volunteersjob with the recording of Charles record. Every work that I did that went against my personal dharma ended up in illness and the crashing of my health. I am going to stop writing now because I wake up at 3.30 for sadhana and than I have my volunteersjob with recording Jarvis. Sad is that most of my followers expect some benefit from me, few people trust my honesty and follow me, my astrology claims, but God can change any astrological influence, according to Dr Gabriel Cousens, as happened with Abraham and Sarah, who according to their astrology could not get children, but God changed the astrology after Abraham's prayers. I went to the deity of Krishna in the temple and said : “Lord, my life is in your hands, I surrender to Your will and have full confidence that I will be able to stay long enough to fulfil my mission. I will settle down in a distant place from my birthplace, my chart claims. I am a hard worker and will do anything to succeed in my goals. But I must be less stubborn and opinionated. That is a difficult lesson. There are no short-cuts. One cannot technique one's way to G-d, Dr Gabriel Cousens, wisely wrote. I must be more patient and don't give in to anger. I asked in the temple how we can use anger and sex in Krishna's service. There are examples in the Gita where that has been done. Hanuman also became angry and did set an entire city on fire, but it was in Krishna's service to destroy a demon. And if you make children in Krishna Consciousness you create a better civilization. In the end I have a strong immune system and am not prone to illness according to my chart. I am likely to have a long and healthy life. I am a generous and carefree person but I must limit my spending. I care much about the suffering humanity and was trained by the local theosophical society to take care of the human family. Only the truly initiated can save humanity with the knowledge they have. But I must be mindful about my spending habits and resisting to buy things that I don't need. Most of the things I do are in a mood of service (Seva) but sometimes I must also limit that because of my humble, limited resources. Simple living, high thinking, Prabhupada adviced. From september 2028 there might be health issues due to poisoning, according to my chart. They poisoned Prabhupada. They poisoned Lord Buddha, but I will eventually survive everything and live a long life in the end. So far my astrological predictions. Therefor I have put my life's destiny in God's hands, because I will need divine protection. Now I go to bed and will wake up early. Best wishes, never be afraid. We are on a mission for humanity. Give what you can.

This treatment for severe PTSD worked for me in the past.We are pioneering, remember.