The current stage of my life.

Your Subconscious Self is 9

You are somewhat impersonal and may be difficult to get to know. You are not demonstrative of your affections, though you often have deep feelings and great compassion. You are competent and controlled in any situation. You have no specific Karmic Lessons and are therefore not as vulnerable to Life's ups and down's as others. 

Your Hidden Passion is 1 

You have a strong drive to stand out. You have a great ambition and desire to accomplish. You are highly competitive and want to be the best and the first in everything you do. You are highly energetic and creative. You are capable of influencing and even dominating others. You have highly developed political skills, and can succumb to manipulation unless your ideals are high. Ironically, there are times when you lack confidence, especially at an earlier age, but you have the strength to overcome this obstacle. Kristo, you are a survivor, a warrior, a leader. Many great athletes and politicians have this number as a Hidden Passion.

Your Hidden Passion is 9 

Warm, generous and compassionate, you would do well and be quite happy in any undertaking that not only supplies you with a decent living but also is for the good of all. Kristo, you are artistic, the nine is responsible for many of our creative geniuses, however these talents are often suppressed, sometimes coming to the surface at middle or old age. You have a strong desire for insight and universal knowledge. You are emotional, your feelings are not always sensible and they too are often suppressed. You can get caught up in dreams and ideals without being practical but with enough fire and enthusiasm to attract support. Your oratorical abilities save many a situation. You are driven to do your own thing and are quite independent. As you mature, Kristo, you will become increasingly occupied with the larger questions of life, reading, contemplating and searching for a deeper understanding of who you are and what this life is all about. You may turn to philosophy or religion, but will likely examine a wide array of areas, broadening your knowledge in many disciplines. Your intuition grows stronger, as does your ability to look beneath the surface of every subject you study. You are able to analyze abstract questions and live according to your higher ideals. You may find yourself needing more time alone; your need for privacy will likely increase. If you already have several sevens in your chart, you will have to guard against becoming withdrawn, and alienated. If you have no sevens, you will now have the ability to deepen your understanding of one particular field. You will have the opportunity to become grounded in a particular area of study.

Kristo, you have the power and potential to achieve great things. It is both your

challenge and your birthright to gain dominion over a small part of the earth.

Whatever your enterprise, you strive to be the best and most successful in your

field. You are highly competitive and will not rest until you are satisfied that you

have bypassed the opposition. You enjoy challenges and rivalry.

You are a realist and a visionary planner. Money and authority are available to you

if you are willing to discipline yourself ... generally an inborn talent ... and persevere in the face of the considerable obstacles in your path.

You are dynamic and have a talent for efficiency. You understand the larger picture, see the broader challenges, and know how to marshal your collective resources to address the problems. You delegate responsibility well; it is best for you to leave many of the details to others.

Kristo, you are a great leader of people and an outstanding judge of character. You are demanding of those who work for you, often putting things in no uncertain terms: do it my way or don't do it at all! At the same time, you don't hesitate to

reward the faithful and hardworking employee. You are not a particularly tolerant leader; too much tolerance violates your sense of efficiency. You go directly after your goal with courage and tenacity.

You have a natural understanding of money, authority, and power. You are able to struggle consistently after your goal. Eventually power falls to you. Within you lies an innate balance between the higher and lower characteristics of man. Your challenge in life is to balance your higher ideals and your understanding of the hard realities of the earth.

Much effort will have to be put out and many ups and downs experienced before

you reach the level of success you desire. Life will probably test you many times with obstacles that  seem insurmountable. But in reality, these are merely opportunities for you to learn how to use power and authority in the face of

difficulties, and to find out just how much power lies within you.

It is crucial for your success that you balance the material and the spiritual. You have chosen a path that requires balance between giving and taking, reward and punishment, action and reaction. Despite the obstacles on your path, you are a true survivor.

When focused exclusively on your desire for results and success, you can become

stubborn and intolerant; you can be driven by excessive ambition, causing you to be exacting and without perspective. Be careful of your alcohol consumption, a danger-zone for you. Kristo, you can be a social drinker, mixing business with pleasure ... a dangerous cocktail.

An excellent manager, organizer and administrator you have talents in many areas of life. Entrepreneurs, executives, bankers, brokers, negotiators, gamblers,

coaches, collectors, heads of institutions, builders, art dealers, manufacturers,

promoters, military officers, police detectives, smugglers, engineers, pilots or sea captains.

You have been entrusted with special gifts, the use or abuse of which has an

immediate and often physical effect upon you and those around you! Use these

gifts for the good of mankind and accept your own good fortune with gratitude. This is your rewarding stage in your evolution. Yours is a life time of harvest.

Your Second Cycle (from age 29 until age 55).

A time of hard work and all the rewards it can bring. This is a period in which you are concerned chiefly with the practical things of life: work and career, sound family and a solid community. Kristo, you are not given to flights of fancy or idealism, but want to place your life on sound financial footing. You can be overly concerned with details and thus can find yourself in ruts that will have to be broken free of. Find work you love and do it to your heart's content, but do not neglect the rest of your humanity, or that of others close to you. This is a time requiring discipline, order, and self-motivation. Work is the order of the day. But through these characteristics, you will be seen as the foundation of your family, job, and even community.

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