Moments of doubt

As a mystic,
How is it possible,
That after all the years,
Of struggle, study and wondering,
That I still doubt so much?
I take refuge,
In the guidance of the angels,
And in Michael,
The most beloved one of all,
Forgive me my mistakes,
And keep on guiding us wisely,
As we keep on walking,
As we keep on waking,
through the storm

I do not want to judge,
For that is not in my authority,
I just want the human race,
To find peace and prosperity,
And my greatest hope,
Is that the Kings of the earth,
One day shall end all the wars,
And that a new heaven,
And a new earth,
May rise up,
Becoming a living reality.

Amen